I would want to pen down my thoughts.. but have noticed that the pace of my mind is too much for even me to grasp..
Is it becoming clearer by the day? Following what you hv agreed to do, and doing it right NOW- both of these gather a hell lot of meaning..
Thoughts would just remain so unless acted out.. And I would be stationary unless I take a step forward..
My idea of my life is wholesome.. So much can be learned from every single thing around me.. Every little news article.. All observations.. right from which shops are there on which road to the interfacing of the 8086 microprocessor... so much information.. TV commercials, the nature of a wound on my dog, which BEST bus goes where... wow! its amazing.. mind numbing..
And to say we don't grasp the smallest of the joys in getting to know so many new things everyday... I have seen myself getting troubled over a small phone conversation, getting irritated because of an unfair person, feeling cross because 'people' seem so bourgeois and selfish..
But as one of my very favourite persons has said, he tries not to think of matters beyond his control. He finds it easier to distract himself by thinking of matters that involve using parts of his brain that are getting rusted bcuz he r "growing up". Take cartoons for eg or simple 'why' questions, or making people smile, loving unconditionally... there, that made me smile.. :)
Knowledge is all around us. If learning gives you as much joy as it gives me, then let yourself get lost in this mesmerizing world.. there is so much to explore, so much to observe.. so many areas where you can better yourself... and thts wht we r striving for, eh? :)
My 1st volunteer work overseas
15 years ago